So I guess I'm okay? Lately, lifes just been moving too fast. But I seem to have a slow reaction to everything. In my mind, everything is going by so slow, but I'm getting close to the end at turbo speed. 2 more months and we're out of high school. I haven't found my ball dress yet and unfortunately, I still have a bad case of senioritis. My days consist of the same shit, different day. And as for my depression, I'm guilty of NOT taking my mood regulators, which is horrible. My moods aren't that bad anymore, or are they? I'm not reaally sure. I THINK I've been fine. I THINK I've been happy. The thing is, I'm not reaally sure. It feels numb, everyday it does. I'm fine, but my feelings, they can't even go into depth anymore. Sometimes, I talk about somethings and I don't know where I'm getting at. Like, I don't even know the point I'm making sometimes. At times, I've been in this "fck the world" type motto of life. I just wish I had a better understanding of things, but I just don't have that mindset anymore. Btw, I still HAVEN'T been singing. I miss it. It used to be such a stress reliever and a way to get everything out. Nowadays, I guess not.
I'm changing.
